My face grew cold, my heart broken, yet my voice steady and unaffected. I suggested to my friend, Bob, that we leave and head elsewhere.
I never saw him again, my older kisser. I walked by his shop many times, looked in, but didn’t go in or speak to him. My heart was broken.
It was not the first time my heart was broken, nor would it be the last, but it was the most striking. I had never expected to see him.
So I moved on, went to my first bathhouse, where I met someone both interesting and intriguing, someone who would want me for something.
He had a house in Marin, with a turret and a magnificent view. The pool alone was wonderful beyond imagination, and the drive out startling.
I was subdued by his house, his apparent wealth. He thought I didn’t want him, at least not enough to enter him. Such a wrong assumption.
It is with that wrong assumption that I fall to 79, the year I was in SF. I next met someone from Buenos Aries. His friend was very wealthy.
[long lapse. now 12 October 2009]
…so he ran. He was always in his dreams of falling, traveling through the sky in a blur of forever blue. Across a moment of time, forever.